/I'm not going to let You down

HELLO! :D the picture beside this is a card given by ADRIENA! haha, saw her in school and she passed it to me. haha, k anyway. had mass in the morning and they freed (SP?) two birds. hahaha, the birds damn pretty! right. so anyway, got back my report book. i scored quite badly and yes, i'm going to work hard. my class position is like one of the last in class HOWEVER, i didn't drop! AH, God work miracles! (: i'm very happy and i'm NOT going to put this opportunity everyone gave me to waste! taking my prize was a waste of time. i'd rather watch the performance. SERIOUSLY. went for lunch at compass with caroline and wang wang after school! ate so many cheese sticks despite the sore throat i'm having! HAHA. i'm just going to suffer BIG TIME. ohwell. mom came to pick me up at compass. showed her report book. came home, and parents want to see it again. dad told me a story. he said he didn't want to scold me. the story is very meaningful la. mom asked alot and said and nagged alot on my test papers and results. so irritated. HELLOOO!? SO EASY, YOU COME STUDY LA! who doesn't want to have good results? you think i didn't work hard enough? i'm telling you, I DID! i work freaking hard. you just didn't see it. all you could do was nag. hey, at least i improved k. CAN YOU AT LEAST ENCOURAGE ME ABIT. do you know how annoying it is to see you nagging at me even though i've improved? didn't you read my report!? i NEED personal attention and compliments! RAH. i don't know why but some friend seem to be looking down on me just because she got PROMOTED. so what if i got advanced? i can't seem to take whats happening to me now anymore. from the naggings to problems. i'm upset now. lynn was consoling me though. thanks momo in law. sigh, thats all i'm going to rant about. i have no mood for everything now. : ( i just feel like crying. bye.